The regime is working! Lost another 1.5 pounds this week -on my scales, 2 pounds on Judith's scales. I have done 5, 3 mile runs and a 6 mile walk - easily fitted into my day. The run at about 5:30 is working extremely well as it means I don't have to punish myself by having to get up at some unearthly time and apparently it is much better to do it when you are fully awake!! I also have to confess to loving being able to turn over for another half hour!! It also has the effect of making me not eat after 2 o'clock and then when I have done the run I don't feel hungry. I was very pleased that for the first time yesterday when I was running intervals I was still going really strong at the end of each run interval - it won't be long until I can reduce the walking up hill interval to one minute and increase the running interval to 4 minutes. I have also gradually increased the speed even though it doesn't seem very fast - from 5.2 to 5.6 mph this week. I am also upping the speed on the last lap to 6. So not far off the 6mph - another couple of weeks.
My measurements have reduced again as well - another 3 inches in total this week and I am beginning to notice it off my hips which is good news.
This next week is going to be a bit more difficult as I will be working (weather permitting) in Guildford and won't be able to fit in a run on Monday or Tuesday as I go to Surbiton to do ACTIVExpression training from 4-6 so won't be back until after 7 and so....we will see...it might be the best thing for me- depends....I guess we may not go as the wether has several warnings but we are leaving tomorrow after lunch before the weather sets in.
I am very grateful to all the encouragement you are all giving me as it helps me to be really disciplined and focused and I feel so much better and confident that I can do this. One of the things that has always been a problem for me has been when I am away on work and eating restaurant meals etc.. but I have dealt with that one and have got used to it so this week will be a challenge as people on the team will be eating loads of biscuits and sandwiches and I used to feel I had to too to be polite but I don't think like that anymore - I don't have to please others all the time - it's time I thought about what I want...I am not responsible for others habits only mine. I just want to be a strong positive influence and something David said really helped - wow Mum it takes real discipline to do what you are doing. Funny but that was the first time I looked at what I am doing and thought yes I guess it does but it also is so satisfying to achieve and to feel better.
When I have got to my goal and have that new wardrobe of clothes I am going to throw all my old clothes away so that I don't look back to the 'comfort zone' but look forward to .............
One last point - another incentive - I really don't like having to write down bad news! Which is interesting psychologically as I only write my diary when things are tough!!